sullivan wedding 8.21.20

Searles Castle, Windham NH

b is for beautiful, o is for…

Only you, all day, U is for UNAFRAID, D is for DARING, O is for one of a kind, I is for INTELLIGENT, R is for RADIANT, JUST FUCKING RADIANT! <3 Boudoir is all about YOU! YOU get pampered! You will be told EXACTLY what poses to do and I will show you exactly how to do them! You will have the whole day blocked off only for you! You have the option of having your ordering/viewing session in person (in the studio, an hour-ish after your session) or via zoom (a few hours after your session). YOU WILL NEVER BE ASKED TO DO SOMETHING YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH! MY STUDIO IS A SAFE SPACE FOR ALL. <3

What are you waiting for?! <3

BYE, 2020

As 2020 draws to a close, the slowest yet fastest year of our lives is FINALLY fucking ending! I have learned so much this year and have done so much work for myself to allow myself to do the best that I can for others. <3 I have definitely grown into my new title as Boudoir Photographer. It took me almost 5 years to find my little niche and I, honestly, couldn’t be happier. I shine when I am able to help those around me feel like their bad-ass selves. When we are open and honest with ourselves, we are more open and honest with those around us, meaning the world around us gets a little more safer everyday. I fully believe that we as humans have the potential to literally change the world, ONLY if we look within and solve our hearts deepest secrets. Shadow work is fucking tough, and if you can please do not do it alone. <3 So, long 2020, thank you for teaching me that I am fucking worthy and valuable as I am. <3 <3

did you say virtual trivia night?!

YESSSSSS, I FUCKING DID! <3 Y’ALLLLLL I have been wanting to do this for some time now and didn’t really get the kick in the butt to do it until tonight. I really want to be able to bring people together for a bit to have some fun. The prize will be a $10 Dunks or Starbucks Gift Card from MOI <3 PLUS bragging rights.

THE DEEEEETS : Sunday December 6th, 2020 at 6:30PM! It will be a mix of Pop Culture questions. So Disney, Music, Movies, TV, ALL FAIR GAME. I would absolutely LOVE for you all to join me! It will be in my private Facebook Group : KAMP BOUDIE

GAME ON!

i CHOPPED MY HAIR OFF AND LOOK JUST LIKE MY DAD!

So, for MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE, I have been told I look just like my dad. Literally, like copy and paste. In turn, I have been told I look just like my Nana, my father’s mother. Which, as I child, I really did look just like her. Genetics are fucking amazing! I love studying our family trees and see how all of us look so much alike. Anyway, back in August, I buzzed all of my hair off and now I look even more like my dad. I have always wanted to chop it all off, well for the last 10 or so years. I wanted to do it years ago, when I found out that my mother was going to go through chemo. I watched her shave her head and told her that I would as well do it with her. There was NO REASON for her to go through it alone, and in her motherly fashion (like most mothers) she told me not to do it. “Don’t cut your hair off for me, it is too pretty to do so”.

I wish I did it then. I wish I could have been brave enough to go through with it and surprise her and show her how much I love her. Just over 8 years after she passed, I finally shaved it off. At first, I kept some at the top of my head so I didn’t have to face my fear of looking just like my dad, but it didn’t sit right with me. Less than 24 hours later, I completely buzzed it off. Just because I look like my dad doesn’t make me masculine or less pretty. I was ALWAYS so afraid to look like a man, because pretty girls are the ones who get married and are successful. Y’ALL THAT SHIT IS FAR FROM TRUE. It took me shaving my fucking head to see that I am beautiful NO MATTER THE CIRCUMSTANCES. I do not need to attach my beauty to something. MY BODY AS A WHOLE IS BEAUTIFUL I AM ENOUGH. I AM WORTHY.

DO THE SHIT THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY. DO THE SHIT THAT SCARES YOU THE MOST. DO THE SHIT THAT WILL MAKE YOUR HEART SOAR! DO THE SHIT THAT WILL MAKE YOU, YOU! EXPERIENCE THIS FUCKING LIFE. AND DO IT WITH LOVE, KINDNESS, AND RESPECT FOR YOURSELF + OTHERS. <3

BOUDOIR IS MORE..

BOUDOIR IS MORE THAN “SEXY” PORTRAITS. IT IS FUN! IT IS POWERFUL! IT IS CONFIDENCE! There is so much more to a Boudoir Session that getting sexy pictures for your significant other to look at. It is a WHOLE FUCKING EXPERIENCE! <3 <3 It can bring you joy, and it can bring things out of you that you never thought possible. YOU CAN SEE YOU AS OTHERS SEE YOU! THE BEAUTIFUL, SMART, CARING, BADASS, THOUGHTFUL, KIND, STUNNING YOU!!!! <3 AND IT IS ALWAYS WORTH THE EXPERIENCE! <3 <3

I strongly dislike using the word “transformation” but in a sense going through a boudoir experience in itself is a transformation of how you view your body. We all have things about our bodies that we may not “love”, but they are a part of our body and will always be there. Our shapes may change as time goes on, but that is OKAY! Our bodies are meant to adapt and change to EVERY STAGE OF LIFE.

SOOOOO, WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?! Let’s chat and get you scheduled for your session. You will not regret it. <3 <3